Captured Pieces

by Jay Williams

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Luna's Song 04:13
All the beads of glass have shattered … All the ships in Bottles Battered All the sails torn and tattered, driftin out to sea All the brides left on the alter, all the rocks left on Gibraltar, All the old salts start to falter, bending at the knee And your Heart, was a great responsibility, Do you sense how ill-prepared I was to take it And My fear, is a heavy yoke that’s crushin me… Do you sense how much I hoped that you would break it. Pale Sunlight dissipating, flocks of northern birds migrating Tiny creatures hibernating.. ‘neath the autumn moon Smell of raindrops in the breeze, red and yellow piles of leaves Soon the shallow pond will freeze, winter’s comin soon And your dreams, were a great responsibility Do you sense how ill-prepared I was to take it But my dreams are the only thing protecting me Do you sense that sometimes I confuse the sacred Souveniers of lost vacations… smiling photographs untaken Undeveloped expectations, locked inside a chest All the love appreciated, always just a bit belated Nothing left but sad clichés, ‘it turned out for the best’ And your heart, was a great responsibility Do you sense how ill-prepared I was to take it But your love, is part of me forevermore, Every wave that meets the shore helps to reshape it
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She bought a tape near Boise Some woman singing country blues It was 4 in the morning between the old and the new The sun was barely rising the silence cold as steal The only sound between us the sound of turning wheels You thought that I was sleeping I thought that I was too But when that tape started singing, suddenly I was wide awake with you And the voice said We can be together And still stand on our own And I can put my arms round you And still leave you alone And every mile left behind is one more chance for me and you To leave them things that trap our minds between the old and the new She was a hard hat’s daughter she wore one on her heart She liked to drive on cruise control but ove it ain’t no car We got a bite near Reno, nuveau cowboy chinese Her fortune said Have patience Mine just said Release So once again I must set free what I crave most which is you And if you’re patient you’ll come to see between the old and the new Chorus Relationship disaster is what she said she was I said just you can answer if you want more for us And taking off that hard hat is sometimes the toughest thing you’ll do Sometimes it’s just as simple as telling the old from the new And it made us tremble the way young children do Some place we’ve never been before.. between the old and the new
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The waves were as high as me, When Miami came in view And the luxury resorts, were like a string of tarnished jewels And I held my blanket close, though it smelled of salty foam It was the only thing… that I had left… from home And the old men in Havana, they play dominos all day And they used to buy me flavored ice from the vendors by the bay But those memories grow dim, with each video game I play Like my mother’s cries, smothered by the waves And the old men in Havana, they play dominos all day While the dream of the golden arches is just a hundred miles away And they tell me here I’m better off, and they tell me here I’m free But they only speak of money, when I ask them what that means And they never speak of laughter, or just passing time away Like the old men in Havana, playing dominos all day The Yankees are my team, but I’ve never seen a game We used to listen in the dark when the signal blew our way My father jumped for joy, when Martinez hit one out I guess I’ll never play… a game with father now And everybody says that they know what’s best for me They’re in a tug-of-war, but I’m the one who’ll bleed I’m gonna get myself a boat, and sail away one day I’ll be free at last, somewhere beneath the waves
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Mercy Stream 05:30
Perfect concentration in her stare, perfect lines like michaelangelo Clack the pool balls scatter everywhere, some find shelter some will miss the boat Searching for a kinder shore… in the mercy stream Fear and desperation in his eyes, see him struggle not to let it show Wanting most the thing he is deprived, skin on skin or else he will explode Searching for… a kinder shore… in the mercy stream In the mercy stream… all the losing hands will be washed clean In the mercy stream.. all the lonely souls will be set free All the poison daggers that are sharpened on the fear within your heart And keep us apart…. Will be redeemed… in the mercy stream Earth and walls that rattle in the night… black machines that recognize no kin Sent by well fed men with dripping smiles, learn to kill with just a stroke of pen Ancient footprints vanish in the sand Stranded by the thoughtless march of time Progress is a fist that shakes your hand.. Mere existence is your only crime
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The Streetlamp threw an amber ring around the bus stop in the night And the small town silence shook her nerves like inverse dynamite It was our last altercation, she grabbed her guitar and took off For a 3 am weigh station, where all roads lead to lost Well her hands were long and slender, they used to flutter just like moths On our last night at the diner with the checkered tablecloth Well I broke her heart again that night, I used to break it all the time It was the only way that I knew how, to keep from breakin mine There’s a small town in the Midwest, could be any town you please There’s a slammin of the screen door, there’s a shuffling of the feet There’s a soft cry in the lamplight, another old song dies A new song struggles to be born, at a bus stop in the night. Well she used to order apple pie but she only ate the crust I just had black coffee, cause that’s all that I could trust And some folks sleep on feather beds while the world sleeps on hot coal I become uncomfortable when I’m too comfortable And her daddy was her hero, he never came back from the war So I took up the battle, but I could not lift his sword And her soft skin burnt my fingertips, I should have known it would not work Still I offered up my indigence while she played with her dessert The soft mud on the riverbank swallowed up our naked feet And she talked about all the things she’d get but she did not mention me We could never share our realities, I felt my heart sink in that mud And the highway screamed like an angry dream we’re stuck in long enough Cuz the world sometimes gets so big and fast It makes me feel so small and slow But swallows still next in the overpass while trucks roar by below And so I ordered more black coffee, and then I ordered apple pie And I thought I heard a song somewhere, at a bus stop in the night
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am just an Indian, my father was a crow He sold the family land away many moons ago He moved to Philadelphia, the hunting there was good He bought himself a Pontiac, because he finally could He made me ride up on the roof with my arrows and my bow At night we’d cruise the interstate in search of buffalo And if you don’t want me it’s your loss baby It’s true I’m crazy, but I’m still quite sane Under that lunar highway if you’re going my way We can join the march of the sick and lame Well I met a man in utah, he could walk right through the fire He’d learned to turn off all the pain of feelings and desire But when he died he died alone, he told me in the end Son, I’d gladly trade this power for a few good friends And if you don’t want me it’s your loss baby It’s true im crazy in the moon and the wine Under that lunar highway if you’re going my way We can join the dance of the lost in time Well I feel as if I know you, maybe in some other life Perhaps you were my mother, or possibly my wife Perhaps we shared some common bond like blossoms in the snow Perhaps we’ll save each others lives, perhaps we’ll never know
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Billy 03:08
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You can still back out of this Its still not that serious You can stab me in the back And still keep your front intact All your tears like table wine Hope is dying on the vine Honesty’s a feast for some Compassion, just a fallen crumb And the sea was a mirror, flat and gray And the ship sailed on oblivious to her own wake And the patterns of chance are the only patterns she makes And the distance from the deck To the deep blue sea below… is just a sigh And as dreams are tossed by the waves Illusion surrenders her slaves As the city of angels draws near The city of hope disappears You held my heart to the flame, now I am free Glowing letters on the screen Barricade yourself in dreams Hide behind the quick retort Love is a full contact sport Days that burn like rusty nails Nights fall by like dragon scales Any bus can go downtown You get high on just a sound And you open the door, life comes back, rushing in And the ship sailed on but the passengers never spoke And you said “Im going up top to light up a smoke” And as I watched you strike, your existential pose, I knew It was the end of our road … chorus, “Now I am free.. but I don’t want to be
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The billboard said welcome up ahead, just 3 more miles on the left 200 more before the next gas, youre in the 13th most visited town in texas I thought that I would just roll on past, but sure enough I was runnin low on gas The radio was playin some cracklin song But as I crossed them city limits well a voice come on It said Our texas hospitality will fulfill your every need We got 95 motel rooms just so you can get some sleep Visit gilmore’s feed and seed where you will be surprised to see The fascinating history of the humble tumbleweed Of the humble tumbleweed, please observe the posted speed And this recording will repeat… this recording will repeat… 10 am was already too hot to drive, lord just lemme git out of this truck alive I found a cheap motel called the Cat Nap inn, well I drew the shades and turned up the air conditionin I woke up to the sound of poundin rain, big funnel cloud comin straight up main The radio alarmclock was set for 10, But as I dived for the floor this voice come bustin in It said Be sure to see our county fair, the biggest melons anywhere The biggest pigs the biggest deer, We’re mighty big on big down here We are the 13th most you know, we were the 12th before Waco But you will love our small town style, kick off your shoes and set a while For information next 3 miles, tune to 610 on your dial… looked for my truck which I finally found clear crcss the street layin upside down I felt the walls of that town come creepin in, like I was trapped in a room full of real estate sales men found the greyhound bus, put my money down, don’t care where I go, long as it’s out of town the bus driver was playin some cracklin song you know I nearly had a heart attack when his voice come on He said Now how the hell boy have you would Up in this greasy one horse town Greasy spoons and greasy slobs, and hail the size of gearshift knobs Did you think you’d get away, everything today’s the same Mini marts and taco bells, everything is buy and sell There’s only one priority: develop the economy From texas maine to Tennessee, the same commercial will repeat The same commercial will repeat, your sorry ass life will repeat…
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October meant the storm windows go up again But he’d kept them in the barn, where the skunk had been He didn’t notice till his wife came home and it was too late The heat vent by the window sucked that skunk all through that place So he took them windows off again and he washed em down with vinegar Cause he didn’t have no tomato juice, but he figured the acid was the thing And he wonders if his wife and kids can see how hard he tries And how each year it gets harder to take them windows down in spring There was a field full of ripe corn, was a child on a swing There was the glow in the eyes of the woman who wore his ring There was the future, there were dreams, and bills had to be paid Now all them irons in the fire, are just needles in the hay He got a son up in Alaska, bout as far away as he could go A daughter wants to sing the blues in a box in Chicago His youngest girl is back at home with a degree that ain’t worth shit And he never liked a drink after dinner before, now he looks forward to it But he tells himself it’s ok, he’s earned a little rest After all his kids still love him, and that’s what feels the best And his family’s been in this same county a hundred years at least He might not get the Nobel prize, but he might find a little peace His first son runs the farm now, working every wakin minute His wife works over in an office in lasalle, but he aint never been in it She collects Persian poetry cooks Indonesian food and practices acupuncture Makes him feel a little bit guilty sometimes just for lyin there on the sofa So he carves out his defenses by takin potshots at her faith Chews extra loud at the dinner table while she sits trying to pray And they pass in the hall just like two strangers riding the same train They been on it so long they’d both be lost, if they ever got off again And when he’s gone the sum of all his work will flow like rain Right back down into that ground, runnin off the old storm drain And them come next October, when the harvest rolls around His son will pull that old man’s sweat right back out of that ground Ah, but if he’s scared of leaving, he don’t admit at all He just worries who will put… them windows up next fall…

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Cover art "Chess Players" by the one and only Tom Brenner

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released December 13, 2014

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Jay Williams Bainbridge Island, Washington

Grew up in L.A., next door to Rodney King. Foster kid, on welfare, muttsville. Heard John Prine at the Roxy when I was 16, changed my life. Stumbled into KROQ in the 1980s, got my 15 mins of fame. Moved to the Northwest, found community, then lost them when compassion became their justification for fascism. I'm over humans. These songs feel like phantom limbs. Cats are my gurus now. ... more

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